Meghan Markle feels she ‘didn’t grow up pretty,’ never wants to be ‘jaded’

Meghan Markle opened up about her life away from the royal family and her recent business ventures.

The 41-year-old podcast host discussed how she’s trying to stay normal while living in California with her husband Prince Harry and their two kids, Lilibet and Archie.

In an interview with Variety published on Wednesday, the former actress noted how she never wants to be “jaded” as well as growing up on the West Coast.

Markle discussed how the backlash against her August New York Magazine interview made her feel weary.

“Part of me is just really trusting, really open — that’s how I move in the world,” she said. “I have to remember that I don’t ever want to become so jaded that that piece of me goes away. So despite any of those things? Onward. I can survive it.”

Her “Archetypes” podcast is in its first season and she recently interviewed socialite Paris Hilton.

The Duchess of Sussex Meghan Markle fronts the latest cover of VARIETY, out today, and speaks with Hollywood’s most iconic entertainment trade magazine about the death of Queen Elizabeth, what life was like after that explosive Oprah interview, whether or not she’ll ever return to acting, Harry’s love for In-N-Out Burger, her podcast “Archetypes,” and more. Handouts and highlights below.
Meghan Markle was profiled in the latest issue of “Variety,” out on Wednesday.
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The “Suits” alum admitted that she doesn’t “like to come from a place of judgment, but [she] also didn’t grow up pretty.”

Markle posed for a recent photo spread for “Variety.”

“In big moments in life, you get a lot of perspective. It makes you wonder what you want to focus your energy on,” she said in the profile.

The California native spoke about her life with Harry, her podcast and the media in her interview.

“I grew up as the smart one. So much of what I ended up thinking about when I thought about Paris, was envy and judgment — two of the most dangerous things,” the mother of two explained.

A picture of a young Meghan Markle and her mother.
An unseen photo of a young Meghan Markle and her Mother.

A rare picture of a young Meghan Markle.
Markle’s father, Thomas Markle, shared unseen photos of her during a documentary.

A picture of a young Meghan Markle.
Markle admitted that she doesn’t “like to come from a place of judgment, but [she] also didn’t grow up pretty.”

A picture of a young Meghan Markle.
The “Simple Life” star has previously spoken out about being allegedly abused during her time at a boarding school in Utah.

She admitted she judged the hotel heiress at first before the interview, however after hearing about Hilton’s past trauma, Markle “wanted her to be safe and comfortable.”

The “Simple Life” star, 41, has previously spoken out about being allegedly abused during her time at a boarding school in Utah in her younger years.

(FILES) In this file photo taken on June 03, 2022 Britain's Prince Harry, Duke of Sussex, and Britain's Meghan, Duchess of Sussex, leave at the end of the National Service of Thanksgiving for The Queen's reign at Saint Paul's Cathedral in London, as part of Queen Elizabeth II's platinum jubilee celebrations. - A probe into allegations of bullying by Meghan Markle against royal family staff has led to a change in HR policy but details will not be published, according to a senior family source. During a briefing on the annual royal finances report, published on June 30, 2022, a royal family spokesperson said that the details would remain hidden to protect the privacy of those who took part. (Photo by Matt Dunham / POOL / AFP) (Photo by MATT DUNHAM/POOL/AFP via Getty Images)
Harry and Markle decided to make the move from the UK to California in 2020 and took a step back from being members of the royal family.
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Of her bombshell chat with Hilton, Markle pointed out to the publication: “I told her I wasn’t looking for a ‘gotcha’ moment. I want a ‘got you’ moment, where we get you. But that episode is not framed as a defense of Paris; it’s the humanization of her.”

Elsewhere in the “Variety” profile, the ex-“Deal or No Deal” briefcase girl gave some rare insight into her life in Montecito, Calif. with Harry, 38, and their children.

Members of The Royal Family attend the State Funeral of Queen Elizabeth II, at Westminster Abbey, London, UK, on the 19th September 2022.
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Pictured: Meghan Markle, Duchess of Sussex.
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The ex-actress returned to England in September 2022 to attend the funeral of Queen Elizabeth alongside Harry and the rest of the royal family.
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The couple shares an office and they do their work together, with them even having joint Zoom calls.

She also joked how Harry’s favorite fast food chain is In-N-Out and how it’s “really fun to go through the drive-thru and surprise [the employees]. They know our order.”

source: nypost.com