Will Young would pleasure himself on trains amid 'guilt and shame' over sexuality

Will revealed that once he had bought the magazine, it soon turned into a “routine” and he felt both “terror and guilt”.

“When I got to the train to take me back to the countryside and to home, I went to the loo and looked through the magazines,” he added.

“I went quickly through them and then squashed them into the bin before I got off the train, so that there was no evidence.”

Will explained: “Then I’d read them on the train, have a w**k, and deposit the evidence in the train bin before getting off at my stop.”