Yale University said it made private a video that featured a guest lecturer expressing fantasies about committing violence against white people, but audio of the lecture was leaked online over the weekend.
The Yale Child Study Center Grand Rounds talk, called “The Psychopathic Problem of the White Mind” by Dr. Aruna Khilanani, was broadcast live on Zoom on April 6. But after a review by administrators, the lecture was found to have “tone and content antithetical to the values of the school,” the Yale School of Medicine said in a statement.
“In deciding whether to post the video, we weighed our grave concern about the extreme hostility, imagery of violence, and profanity expressed by the speaker against our commitment to freedom of expression,” YSM said.
“We ultimately decided to post the video with access limited to those who could have attended the talk— the members of the Yale community.”
The school said they added a disclaimer before the video warning of profanity and violent imagery.
In leaked audio of the lecture posted online Friday in the newsletter of writer and commentator Bari Weiss, Khilanani warned attendees to the Zoom lecture that her talk would probably “provoke a lot of responses.”
“I want you to just maybe observe them in yourselves — are you having moral response to what I’m saying, is it a thought, is it a feeling, is it an action and how does this relate to race?” Khilanani asked.
A cached website advertising the April 6 talk framed the talk as engaging with broader conversations that have emerged over the course of the coronavirus pandemic and in the wake of George Floyd’s murder.
“Everyone is talking about race right now. Especially white people,” the cached website said. “And yet, white people seem to be losing it. The number of Karen and ‘It’s my right to not wear a mask ‘ videos are exploding. How do we understand this psychologically?”
In the lecture, which touches upon anger at experiencing racism from a therapist in a psychoanalysis setting, Khilanani said, “When we get angry they use our responses as confirmation that we are crazy or have emotional problems, it always ends that way.”
“Except nothing makes me angrier than a white person who tells me not to be angry,” Khilanani said.
She continued: “White people make my blood boil.”
“I had fantasies of unloading a revolver into the head of any white person that got in my way, burying their body and wiping my bloody hands as I walked away relatively guiltless with a bounce in my step, like I did the world a f—ing favor,” she said.
Khilanani did not immediately respond to an NBC News request for comment. In a series of videos shared to TikTok in recent weeks, she said that Yale administrators first described the delay of her video’s upload as the result of a series of technical errors. Khilanani’s TikToks described the disclaimer and restricted settings on the video as “suppression.”