Gemma Collins, 37, has continued to hit the headlines since appearing on Dancing On Ice 2019.
But the Only Way Is Essex star admitted all the negativity has been causing her “pain”.
Last week, Gemma clashed with judge Jason Gardiner and the week before, host Holly Willoughby said she wasn’t impressed with her “diva behaviour”.
Ahead of her performance on tonight’s show, Gemma said on Dancing On Ice: “I’m going through the pain on this show.”
However, the reality star said she was going to give it her all in tonight’s performance.
“I’m gonna come back this week, with my A game,” she insisted.
Talking to Christopher Dean and Jane Torvill, Gemma said: “I’ve always been a bit of joke but my mum and dad have had a go at me.
“Said I will be written out of the will.”
Gemma’s performance didn’t all go to plan tonight as the star suffered a horror fall.
At the end of her performance to Celine Dion’s All Coming Back To Me Now, Gemma tripped on the ice and fell on her face.
The Dancing On Ice contestant was helped up by professional partner Matt Evers to finish their routine.
Gemma appeared emotional after suffering the unfortunate tumble and began to break down in tears as she reached hosts Holly and Phillip Schofield.
Speaking to the presenters, Gemma attempted to remain upbeat and said: “Do you know what, in rehearsals it was so great!”
Matt added: “Unfortunately at the end there was that little trip but it was at the end and you got up.”
Despite the fall, Gemma and Matt received their highest score of the series of 16.5 from the judges.